It was hot and I was dragging my ass up to Tabor. My mood was less than enthusiastic it was a death march to an inevitable destiny of eating humble pie. What keeps me going are the few friends who are there and who joyously cheer my name, it’s what gets me there and it’s what keeps me from a DNF. (more on that in a moment)
A quick rant though….
Masters 40+ did 7 laps AGAIN! Last week it was because the “5’s where too slow” this week it was because “there were a lot of women”. This week the woman got 8 laps for the first time. Ok, ok, yes I’m crying over 1 measly lap but for me this is about expectations and if this happened for one race I might be more accepting but every race? Maybe the web site should be changed to say 7 laps (8 if your lucky). I’m considering racing the 3’s next year, that way if they reduce the laps I’m still getting more than 7.
Rant done
The race…today was definitly different, maybe it was the heat maybe it was that the 1,2’s warming up in the Masters where feeling a bit more spunky but the speed felt fast. On the 3rd lap I seriously debated quiting. My legs hurt, my mind was tired and I thought why oh why am I doing this to myself? But those friends I mentioned earlier, would shout my name and I would forge ahead determined that if I was going to DNF it was going to be because I had nothing left and not because my will had wussed out.
I spent a couple of laps up front…I just like it there…but about mid way (lap 4?) I fell back and sat in. Did you know it’s easier in the back? Who knew? So there I sat, resting, until 2 laps to go. I moved up…a bit to fast and turned the top corner in second place. The first place guy sat up and the pack came to a crawl. Nobody wanted to lead (I’ve made that mistake before). Then someone took the charge and I fell in at about 4th. We sped down the hill and into the flat (The same poor chap in front). Before the base of the hill the guy in front started looking around for some help, sorry dude not yet. Up the hill we started. Then people started to move. I kept saying to myself, dig down Derwyn, get up this hill in good position then for the final lap maybe there’s a chance. (Am I an optimist or what) Well, guess what, remember the poor chap in front? As the pack flowed around his limp body I got stuck on his wheel. Crap! I tried to pull around, but guy after guy came flying by, I didn’t want to pull out too fast. Finally I got around, I was about mid pack maybe further. I hammered up past the playground and into the turn. I took the turn tight (most people seem to go wide but taking it tight on the inside works just as well). I forget exactly where I was but as we made it down the hill I was about 6th on the inside coming very close to the fences down by the reservoir. I remember passing the gate pole just before the climb and thinking that would not be a good thing to run into. Up the hill and off we go. Some stand, some sit, I stand. My gear feels good. Some people pass me, I pass some people, I feel like I’m all over the place, my bike is a bit bouncy (I’ve been told I need a longer stem) My breathing gets heavier, some who once stood now sit, while others who sat now stand. I’m still with a group, it’s kind of chaotic, I’m sure I’m not making it any more sane. Approaching the top I’m still standing, my gear is getting too hard, I’m mashing and not spinning anymore. The pack has thinned out, I don’t know where I’m at but I keep going like my life depends on it. My breathing becomes much more audible as I start to grunt (kind of embarrassing). I’m still passing some people who I think looked at me as if to say “Dude, your killing yourself for top 15th…if your lucky”. But I don’t care, I’m thinking about next year and I’m sprinting for the win.
I’ll be curious where I ended up (8th! Sweet!). I felt good about it though and that is all the matters. Next year I will be ready, I will be stronger and I will win one. Not sure at this point if I’ll be in the Masters or the 3’s but I will win one….or at least a preem.
I will now return to PIR and turn my gaze towards cross. I’m feeling good about my prospects.